Stacy McKee on "Piece of My Heart"...

Original Airdate: 5-1-08

I have a confession to make. About the character of Addison: I love her. Not vagina monologue kind of love – but love none the less.

I love her sense of humor. I love her friendships with Callie and Bailey. I love how she’s always known exactly how to call Derek out on exactly whatever it is he needs to be called out on. I love how good she is at her job. I love that she’s basically Sloan’s McDreamy – even if his feelings aren’t reciprocated. I love that she loves potato chips. I love that she walks the hospital halls in heels that any normal woman would twist her ankle in… I love Addison. And I love that this was her episode to come back to Seattle for a visit.

The nice thing about bringing Addison back right now is that – she’s been gone a while. She hasn’t been privy to most of the Seattle Grace shenanigans since her departure. So she’s uniquely qualified to walk back through the doors at SGH and call things like she sees them. She can react the way we’re all secretly reacting to Derek Christopher Shepherd pining away for someone OTHER than Meredith Grey. She can notice just how much her good friend Callie seems to jive with newbie Erica Hahn… and Addison can get Bailey to admit (the way Bailey would NEVER admit to someone she saw and  worked with everyday) that she is really struggling right now, just to keep it together.

Addison is a perfect sounding board because a lot of our characters don’t have sounding boards of their own right now. Addison is a safe confidant. She can take in everyone’s uncertainty, their panic, their pain… and take it right back to LA with her when she leaves. No one needs to worry about their friends and colleagues at SGH seeing the cracks in their armor. Which is good. Because right now – there are a lot of cracks.

For instance, Izzie.  She’s floundering right now. She’s all on her own and trying to figure things out for herself – but “on her own” is not exactly a comfortable place for Izzie to be… She doesn’t have the same kind of connection with George that she used to have; he’s got Lexie now, and all of his other intern friends. Izzie’s not at the top of her game professionally – she’s not finding her medical stride like Meredith or Cristina. Izzie’s doing the opposite; she’s hiding out in the clinic where even there her patients are requesting different doctors. Then there’s Ava/Rebecca/Jane Doe. Izzie learns Rebecca isn’t actually pregnant, but what can she do with that information? As George and Lexie would say – she’s coded. Hard.   

Cristina’s also starting to crack as Erica continues to shut her down over and over and over. The moment in surgery when Erica gives Alex props, and not Cristina – after Cristina is the one who massaged the baby’s heart back to life – for me, that has always been a turning point for Cristina. In that moment, I’ve always imagined that Cristina’s world probably flashes before her eyes– Cristina can’t help but compare her relationship with Erica Hahn to how trusted and encouraged she always was with Burke. The moment leaves Cristina a little raw, which is why she’s able to confront Hahn later at the bar.  But even when confronted, Erica’s explanation to Cristina isn’t exactly something Cristina can take a lot of comfort in…

Then there’s Callie – and Erica. And the vagina monologues, which – actually – I’m choosing not to blog about. This is one story you should just watch and enjoy. Anything I might say about it now will simply step on your enjoyment of what’s to come, so…

On to Derek.  Who is all sorts of conflicted over working with Meredith on this clinical trial. On one hand, Meredith is finally shining professionally – and Derek doesn’t want to let her down. He wants her to shine, he wants to help her if he can… but on the other hand, he knows the reality of this clinical trial; he knows there are ridiculous risks. He also knows that the closer he and Meredith work together, the harder it will be for him if he can’t help her make medical history. She’s expecting greatness, and he isn’t sure he can deliver on that, which only feeds his anxiety about performing this first clinical trial surgery.

By the way, I would just like to point out that I’ve been writing on Grey’s since Season One, and Phillip, the clinical trial patient, is the first patient I’ve ever killed in one of my episodes. I made the mistake of mentioning this fact in the writer’s room one day, and I’m pretty sure that had something to do with Shonda’s insistence that Phillip must die (never mind that the story really doesn’t work if he lives. This is all about me. Obviously.) At any rate, I am no longer a patient killing virgin. Just wanted to point that out.

Finally, there’s Alex. And Ava. Or Rebecca. Or whatever you want to call her… Here’s something you should know about this story – we debated a long long time as to whether or not we should reveal in this episode – or a few episodes down the line – that Rebecca isn’t actually pregnant. In fact, even at our table read for this episode, it ended with Izzie looking at lab results, and uttering a little “Oh my god” – but nothing else. And you should have heard the reaction – WHAT DO THE LAB RESULTS SAY?!?!? – which, ultimately, is part of why we decided to at least answer that part of the question in the same episode we introduce it.

This is a story about Alex. Not about an unwanted pregnancy. Not about some unborn baby. It’s about Alex and what he’s getting ready to go through emotionally. What he’s willing and not willing to do. This is about his journey through the rest of the season – so we didn’t want to tease you guys with some faux pregnancy story that ultimately just felt like a stunt. By letting you know now that Rebecca isn’t actually pregnant – then letting you watch Alex take his next few steps forward from this point on… Suddenly the entire arc has a much darker, more interesting underbelly. For instance – think about that last image of Alex reaching over and touching Rebecca’s belly… SO much more weird and creepy when you know what Alex doesn’t. It’s a moment that, for Alex, is filled with something tender and sweet and maybe even a little bit hopeful… only… for us, so not.

Before I sign off, I just wanted to draw your attention to something addressed in this episode - the fact that an HIV positive pregnant woman, with proper prenatal care, has less than a 2% chance of passing HIV on to her unborn baby. It's a piece of medical information most people don't fully understand or realize (I know I didn't) -- including a few doctors. Which is pretty remarkable, really. If you're interested in learning more, you can click here: http://www.cdc.gov/hiv/topics/perinatal/index.htm

And that’s that. Addison has come and gone. Ava’s pregnant, but not. Mer and Der are (sort of) killing terminal patients for sport. Callie may or may not be speaking vagina monologues. And – I just realized – if you’re reading this before watching tonight’s episode then… well… I just spoiled a bunch of stuff for you – which is your fault for reading the blogs before watching the episodes anyway! Two words: Ya Coded.

Comments

[Mary From Washington]

First!!! (Maybe) Will right more later.

[jessicafreels]

Okay I just have to say that Justin Chambers is really hot.
Thank you for bringing back Ava....but I worry because what was real between them has now turned into something sort of desperate and stalkerish. And Rose offering her little.."Heavy petting lots of tongue thing..." kinda disturbed me. Best line
"Cause we screw men like whores on tequila"

[Mary from Washington (2nd Part)]

Hey Stacy,

Great episode. I thought you did a really good job. It was fun and dramatic. Exactly what a good Grey's episode should be.

I actually enjoyed Addison's visit back to SGH. I wish Bailey could have opened up a bit more but I understand where she's coming from. And I have to say that it's not all about Mer letting Der get away. He needs to want to fight for Mer too. She said she would "get ready" and he said he would wait. A few weeks later he tries to rush her into house plans and because she wasn't necessarily ready for that, he bolts. I think Addie should have kicked his ass a little bit more.

I'm really excited to see where these next three episodes take us. I hope that you are all working hard to make the stories make sense and not just come together "conveniently." Thank you for all of the hard work that you do. I love this show more than you'll ever know.

Thanks again Stacy :)

---Mary Senn

[Abigail]

THanks for a great episode - with lots of interesting things to think about!!

The scene with Alex and Rebecca at the end was very touching.

[Sam]

Really liked how this episode is finally heading toward a Grey's that I used to really love. PLEASE keep it up, thanks!

[Geoffrey]

Awesome episode Stacy. I was laughing so hard. This season 4 part II is simply amazing—the best in a long time.

Can't wait for the next episode!

[Danielle]

loved Addison's honesty, and hope that Mer listens to her!

[Kristina]

Um I dont think you got the Memo but:

DEREK'S MIDDLE NAME IS MICHALE. Not Christopher

Now years of fandom must be rewritten.

And yeah I need to rewatch because I dont remember much other than that.

But the ep was awesome.

Addie FTW!

[Carrie]

I'm still waiting for one of the writers to actually say something nice about Meredith. You came close Stacy. At least you didn't flat out bad mouth her like others have. I've got to give you that. And the Rose/Addison scene? If Rose was trying to be all Addison like in her comeback, she can't hold a candle. She came off as badly with Addison as she did when she first came on this show. Addison on her worst day as a character is out of the nurse's league and to try to give her some dialog to match Addison's wit, only made her seem more pathetic than usual.

The show rocked though! Love Addy. Loved Alex and Mark in this one. Mer/Der still take my breathe away! Nice job:)

[Jamie]

Thank You so much for my Addison fix.

I love Addison. She was so awesome tonight. It was a wonderful episode.

I loved her interactions with everyone esp Callie and Addie.

Kate Walsh is soooooo GORGEOUS.

[Jessica]

Addison is so great! Meredith and Derek still rock and I can't wait for the story to play out! So fun to watch Grey's again!

[Sarah]

Thanks for bringing Addison back, even if only for 1 episode! She was a breath of fresh air!

[jason]

Stacy-nice show tonight. It's good to see GA coming back to the fun and charm it use to have. I think Rose is a useless character and have wonder why she's there taking up key characters time though. But other than that, thanks for the second greatest show of this season! Looking forward to more!

[Stephanie in MI]

Awesome...I loved it. Already watched it twice tonight :) I love the way everything is unfolding and just am very excited to see what is gonna happen next. And that elevator scene? Priceless. I love that the one person Derek looked to was Meredith (really looked at)...that just warmed my heart. Could have done w/o Roses totally inappropriate comments in the OR though, lol. Please tell me he petted her on the head ok???
Or she is most likely lying the witch.
Oh I was very surprised to find out it is Derek Christopher..I always assumed it was Micheal,lol. I gotta lay off the fan fiction I tell ya :)
Addi back was wonderful, I realized how much I missed her :( But it was a nice to get to see her back at Seattle Grace.
I just loved it and I could go into all the little things but its late and i need to desperatly go to sleep. But I loved it, very much looking forward to next greys day and the most important thing.....my ship is gonna make it!! Long Live MerDer...the greatest ship alive!!

[kate]

nice episode

[Suzi Q]

This epi reminded me of the early days of Grey's, especially the humor. Mark was hilarious. Having Addison return to uncover some of the emotional stuff we might not see otherwise was a great plot device. It also established her as having come full circle. That felt really completed. Brain tumor man was so pathetic. His moods and the way his wife was hurting were difficult to take. Was there any significance in that for Mer?
Small touches really added to the story, too...the chips, the darts, "coded," all of those little things that add up to a really good show. Thanks!!!

[Sky]

Not enough Mer/Der in this episode too, but still I LOVED it. LOVED Meredith's hope and loved that it was not dashed even when Derek couldn't save the patient. LOVED seeing her try at the very least to save lives. I hope she does something "Ellis Grey" great. After all she was put through last season, she has that coming to her as a character. LOVED the show:)

[Allison]

I loved this episode and can't wait to see the rest of the season play out. Grey's is back the way it was in the past and I LOVE it. Keep up the good work!

*Can't wait for the MerDer togetherness! :D

[Canadian Grey's Fan]

I love Addison too! I wish she would stay at SGH...
I hope this MerDer clinical trial would bring them closer and by the end of the season they are back together... we need a love story back there, no more broken hearts!!!
Another great episode, keep up the good work!
Looking forward next week's episode!

[iheartaddison]

thank you for bringing addison back to seattle grace.

can't wait to see where the rest of this season ends up.

i'm so proud of mer for being professional with derek. can't wait to see more of her in therapy. seems to be working for her.

i hope bailey can have it all, the career and the family, and that tucker works out his issues with her.

[Lauren]

I love that the show is finally allowing Meredith to show what a great and dedicated doctor she is. And the fact that she is actually talking to the therapist is fantastic. I hope she will be allowed to continue to grow and confront issues other than her relationship with Derek.

And I felt ambivalent about the Ava-storyline at best, but if it will really allow us insight into Alex's past, that is great. I have been waiting for that for a long time. I miss him and Meredith bonding (as purely friends) about how screwed up their childhoods were).

I am really happy that Addison sees Rose for the rebound-girl she is and calls Derek on it. Unfortunately, I am less happy with how she talked to Meredith.

I was afraid that the show would continue to place the blame for what happened to Mer/Der on Meredith only, and it seems like I was right. Addison telling Meredith she is mad at her for letting "perfect" Derrik get away? She of all people knows how not perfect he is. And she knows what he put Meredith and Addison through when Adie came to Seattle. He is not Mr.Perfect, and his ex-wife should definitely know that.

No, I am not against a Mer/Der reunion at all, but pretending that everything was Meredith's fault and she has to change and then everything will be perfect- that is not only untrue to the characters but also sends a pretty dangerous message.

I also really don't get why Addison had to give Izzie yet another pep-talk. Seemsd like she gets one every episode. Alex gets called on screwing up every time, yet when Izzie is the one who makes mistekes, all anybody does is reassure her how great she is. The chief would have never let Alex get away with putting a patient -who didn't really have any symptoms- through hell for a contest, waisting money in the process. She isn't really that great. And yes, I get that she is going through a har time, but the other interns / residents had their hard times as well, and people didn't cut them slack. They were called on their mistakes and expected to change. It seems like Izzie is taught the same lesson over and over again, but nothing ever sticks. It's getting really annoying. And after she slept with Callie's (Addie's friend!) husband, Addie really should have better things to do that build her up yet again.

And Hahn's reason for treating Christina like crapis pretty inexcuseable. Because yes, it actually is her job to teach Christing. Seattle Grace is a teaching hospital. When Christina wasn't teaching her interns at the beginning of the year, Derek called her on it. Yet everybody is letting Erika Hahn continue to undermine Christina's education and career for personal reasons? That stinks.

It seems like some characters (Meredith and Alex, for example) are constantly reminded of their faults and asked to better themselves, while other characters who have just as amny faults and issues (Derek and Izzie, mainly) could apperntly get away with murder and still they would be the ones comforted because they are so perfect. These two are no more perfect than all the other characters. We as viewers know this, so please, have someone actually take them down a notch or two. They need it.

[Stephanie]

I, as always, LOVED the show. I have to say though...I totally laughed OUT LOUD when Sloan walks into the elevator at the end and sees Derek with his 3 "women"...I loved how he laughed! What I great little moment for him and Derek to share!
And thank you for bringing Addison back, I miss her!

[Wennie]

Where do I begin? I LOVE this episode. To see all the cracks and faults and uncertainties, and yet underlying all that - a measure of hope -- that all this pain and angst will lead to learnings and yearnings.
My heart broke seeing Bailey keeping the strong brave front, yet hearing her say that her heart was aching and wanting to tear it out of her chest herself.
One moment I had tears in my eyes hearing Bailey, and the next moment -- laughing my head off at the elevator scene -- as one by one, Derek, Meredith, Addison and the nurse entered the elevator. McDremy's expression was precious ... though I wish his laugh was as forced as it looked.
I LOVE the fact that you guys are back !!!!

[Barbie]

Tonight's episode was terrific! It was so fresh and fun with Addison back. It felt like old Grey's! I'm glad this episode didn't code!

LOVED the elevator scene at the end. Best part of the night!

[Tiina]

Is SGH not supposed to be a TEACHING hospital? So it actually IS Hahn's job to TEACH Christina. I'm sorry, but this storyline is very ridiculous.

What right does Addison have to blame Meredith for the break-up? It's Derek who keeps treating Meredith like crap. Derek needs to man up and admit he's made mistakes, too. Otherwise the MerDer reunion just won't work.

Izzie is one of the worst tv characters ever.

I'm sorry, but this show is losing me. I can't watch the episodes without an FF button anymore. This episode actually was better than most this season, but unfortunately that's not really saying much.

[Me]

"She can react the way we’re all secretly reacting to Derek Christopher Shepherd pining away for someone OTHER than Meredith Grey."

Pining? Really?
Sorry but why I can't see it? I saw a poor man with many issues who he started to date with an easy woman. Derek isn't in love with that nurse. Anyway if you are seeing this. Why MerDer should get back together for good? And why it's ALWAYS Meredith's fault? WHY?

[Ashley]

I really enjoyed this episode, immediately after it ended I said, "Grey's is back!" Last week's episode didn't do much for me, I guess it was hard to get back into the groove of things... but this episode was full of awesomeness!

My only complaint is that I am still not satisfied with how the whole George and Izzie story line faded into oblivion. I was so wrapped up in the whole thing... and then it was just - well they don't have chemistry - that's over.

Favorite quotes: "I bet you wish you would've taken the stairs about now?" Hahaha... and “We just try to marry them or drown ourselves!”

Great job, guys!

[Nora]

So I loved Addison.

I loved George saying he missed Izzie laughing.

Those two should be together.

I wish I could be excited about the Alex and Ava thing, but my fear is this will reunite him with Izzie, and I hate those two. I don't care much about Alex either.

[Erin]

Seeing George help Izzie get her mojo back, I realized just how much they should be together.

I miss them so much. They were the best thing on the show.

I wish Addison had told Derek he was being an idiot, but no, not McDreamy, sigh.

I wish there was less of Alex, I plainly do not like him. I do not want him with Izzie.

[Deena]

I hate how you are destroying Ava, I loved her with Alex, in fact she was the one person who could make me stand him.

I want Gizzie back together, their scenes steal the show every week. They are so much better as a couple, those two are hot.

No to Alex and Izzie.

So Callie sleeps with Mark because hahn scares her? Lame!

[Dinah]

OK so first you ruin my wonderful Gizzie love story and now they won't even be friends anymore? GRRRRRRRR

And you are now ruining my second favorite couple Avalex.

Why? So we can have awful Alex and Izzie again, the worst couple ever?

[Jessie]

I am so seeing you coming with Alex and Izzie, and I want to cry because Izzie belongs with George not Alex.

I don't care what the critics tell you, most of us want Gizzie not A and I.

And poor Elizabeth Reaser, her character being destroyed so you can shove Alex and Izzie down our throats again.

I watched this episode for Addie, my first one since episode 7 where Gizie had the bad sex.

I will not watch again. Gizzie are hotter and mroe amazing than ever, but after Ellen Pompeo's interview, it is so clear you are never going back there and unfortunately Gizzie was why I watched.

[Jay]

Poor Mark, another woman using him for sex and not wanting a real relationship.

TR broke my heart looking so sad, missing Izzie. Izzie missed him too. Gizzie HAS to be together, they have to.

One scene with them and you can feel the love and connection, no other couple comes close, and don't even think of putting A and I back together.

Addison was great but I wished she would have chewed Derek more.

Izzie interns are losers.

Alex is such a jerk, I cannot feel bad for him

[Carrie]

Aargh, I can feel Alex and Izzie coming from a mile away and I hate it.

I want George to get Izzie, they were perfect together, why did you have to break them up?

Because Alex supposedly looks better?

Izzie and George are soulmates, not Izzie and Alex.

You put Izzie and Alex back together, I am done!

I enjoyed Addison's return except for her bit with Meredith at the end. We are not all pining for Derek Christopher Shepherd. In fact, most of us seem to be aware that he's screwed things up a hell of a lot more than Meredith, even if Meredith is the one you guys (and Derek and Meredith) always insist on blaming. Addison should have told Meredith to be brave and call Derek out because HE'S NOT PERFECT and he needs to realize that. And Meredith needs to realize that.

I don't know why I bother, comments like yours about Derek prove that you guys obviously don't read the blog comments at all. Just as much they are proof at how sorry your own love lives must be if a "man" like Derek is your idea of perfect.

[Mallie]

The show has coded, it coded long ago and for me, the Gizzie romance was keeping it barely breathing. But I realized today watching their wonderful scenes and realizing we would not be having those scenes again soon, that my love for the show was dead. My love for them will always be alive but it is obvious you believe Alex and Izzie are what the fans want (and it is what some fans want, but as many or more of us do not want them and want Gizzie).

I justn cannot watch if George and Izzie are not going to be together, sharing scenes and blowing me away with their connection like they again did tonight.

[NotoLexzie]

I wish you would realize Gizzie is where the magic's at, not Alex and Izzie. Look how amazing they were tonight, how much they missed each other. Their smiles and looks and George saying when he laughed, he looked for her.

That is true love.

How can you dump that for the chemically-deficient sexcapades of Alex and Izzie?

And what about George being mentored by the Chief?

[Gizziefanforlife]

I squeed and awwed so LOUD when George said he looked for Izzie when he laughed. God, those two are so much love, they get the best lines, they have the best chemistry an the truest love.

Why are they not together?

They should be!

[Della]

More Gizzie please, they are the best thing on the show.

Putting Izzie back with Alex would be an insult to all the Gizzie fans.

More MerDer

More Callie and Mark

More George Less Alex

[Jessica T]

I have so missed this show!!!! Please hurry up and get Derek Christopher Shepherd back with Mer!!!!!

[Marguerite]

OK, you made me fall in love with Gizzie all over again tonight. The chemistry is undeniable, how can anyone say it is not? They need to be together ASAP.

Izzie does not belong with Alex. The guy needs to be alone, he is crewed up, and he and Izzie have no chemistry.

As for Ava, I loved her, and hate what you did to her.

You ruined my Gizzie, you ruined Avalex and you ruined Addisex, all for Alex and Izzie, the worst couple ever?

You must be kidding!

[Adele]

I WANT GIZZIE BACK!

I want Addison back on the show, she is not the same on PP

I do not care about Alex.

I do not care about Callie or Hahn.

Mark deserves so much better

[Karen]

Please reunite Gizzie, they are so great together.

Please no Alex and Izzie.

Bring Addie for more visits.

[Spike]

I agree - great episode, and Addison was a goddess here.

I just wish strong, confident, sexy, fabu Addison in Seattle would somehow transfer to strong, sexy, confident, fabu Addi in LA.

Then more people would watch "Private Practice". Or love it, anyway.

[Sabine]

Wonderful episode, thank you! It had a really good flow! For someone as I - who does not really have really favorite characters (other than thinking Izzie really annoying most of the last two seasons) - I have to say that I loved seeing the different characters get about equal screen time without having the feeling of it being rushed. The momentum and feel of the episode was great.

[Amanda]

Great Job Stacy!
This was a wonderful episode. My favorite scene was Addison at the end, telling Mer to fight for Derek. SO FULL CIRCLE. You truly did justice on bringing Addie back, and for all the writers congratulations on making every single MerDer fan love her...(just not with Der). Although I would love for her to come back on Grey's, I know it's not happening anytime soon. But now I'm rambling, loved the episode, loved Rose being psycho (petting and tongue...who says that???) I loved that you made me hate Rose even more even with the basically one scene she was in (thank god!), AND I LOVED DER STROKING MERS HAND!!!

great job!

[Celina]

I love addie!!

love that she told off mer... she needed to be harsher with der though lol

and the awkwardness of this episode was one word, amazing!

[amy]

Fabulous episode! Classic Grey's...I'm totally remembering why I love this show!!!!!!

[matthew Rushing]

Thank you guys for another brilliant episode. I am so glad that I never lost faith in you, you have proven, once again, to know what you are doing with this show. I am going to continue to love watching it unfold. Grey's is so far from coding!

[ng]

unbelievable episode... SOOOOO GOOD! thank you! the grey's that we know and love... now ok, ready for merder to be back together, i know its coming but am still impatient- loved it!

[Jennifer]

Who Hoo!!!

Grey's is back!!!

Loved it!!

[sara]

Secretly??!! Okay who is SECRETLY not liking the...okay I'm gonna be nice...Rose.Secretly is not the word to descibe it. The Rose hate is out in the open. And come on...she and her comment during the surgery was so not needed in this episode. And who says something like that to the exwife to the guy you are...ehhm...eating dinner with once in a while? Seriously you guys need to cut the comments they make me vomit in my mounth. See nothing secretish about it. Lets move on. ADDIE!!!I loved her. I'm not the biggest fun while she's inside of the walls of SGH. Okay honestly I always had lovehate feelings toways her but after the divorce and new Addie in LA there have been lots less hate in the lovehate. I think that she was what everyone needed. I wish she told Derek that he was an ass and an idiot and that he should dump the nurse because he obviously still loves Meredith...because we all saw the hand touching Derek. And I say more hand touching. Hand touching is good...touching of other bodyparts is even better. And I really like that Mer opened up to her sshrink and that she is really trying to work things out. And I like that she's being an kick ass intern again. although she's a resident now. whatever. And one last thing. I have a new name for Ava/Rebecca/Jane Doe....fake bitchhhh

[Debra]

Well, I see that noone has posted yet which is weird. I really enjoyed this episode. I liked the George and Izzie scenes best and I love Addison! I just have to ask that you don't let George and Izzie drift too far apart and please bring them back together if you do- as friends and more.

[Rob]

No explanation on Clea Duvall's character and what she went through in this episode???

First?

[Katy]

I love Addison too. Best Greys character EVER. Just glad she has more screentime on her own show now. Pity the writers screwed up Maddison, as they were the HOTTEST couple ever.

[Big Fan]

Such a great episode! I am excited to see where things are going, but I'm realllllllllllly afraid you're going to leave us hanging all over the place at the end of the season. BUT it's great to see that there is growth happening.

LOVE IT!

[Leah]

Great episode! Must say the only downfall of the episode was Rose talking about her and Derek's relationship to Addison in the OR- I almost had to vomit. Just like Derek said last week, about anticipation...can't wait for Meredith and Derek to get back together! Kind of wish the brain tumor patient lived for her, I am loving the new and approved Meredith, kinda like season 1 Mer. REmember they are the reason a lot of your fans fell in love with the show, so I hope you go out with a bang this season and continue the storylines of them together next season!!!!!

[Mel]

Absolutely one of the best episodes in a very, very long time. You had me laughing aloud when the residents were eating lunch and Christina was trying to "speak girl", and then you had my heart feeling for Alex and the fact that he is finally growing as a character. Wonderful, wonderful episode!

[Loved it]

The Greys I love is back! I love your writing Stacy!

It was both hilarious and sad. I fall more in love with Meredith every episode. I'm so proud of her.

Best of all the episode was DOSE free.

Counting down the eps for the MerDer reunion!!!

Keep up the great work!

[Mer/Der52fan]

I love Meredith & Derek scenes. I loved it when after the patient died and she shook his hand. I love any scenes they have together! Also, the lunch table scene was hilarious, as was the elevator scene at the end! Can't wait for Mer/Der to get together!

[Diane]

Thanks everyone for a fantastic episode! I really love Addison! I wasn't that fond of her in season 2 but that's more because I'm a MerDer fan. She's really cool and I love her last scene when she's talking to Meredith and I love her for not liking the plant, aka Rose.
I resent the implication that Derek is "pining away for someone other than Meredith Grey". Considering the fact that he's dating the woman he's supposedly pining away for, then there's no need to pine is there?
I love Grey's Anatomy, have loved it since the first episode which surprised me since I rarely watch tv. I have however stopped watching the last few episodes simply because I hate the fact that Derek is dating someone else.
All the characters are fantastic (excluding the plant) but the reason the show drew me in the first place was Meredith and Derek's relationship and not having them together makes the show unbearable to watch. I love the fact that Meredith is ready to deal with her problems but what about Derek?
He has been such a McAss lately that I'm seriously reconsidering whether I want them together. Meredith deserves so much better. He's wondering why she can't trust him, you'd think he'd have at least half a brain being a brain surgeon and all. He lied about having a wife! He made her wait for his decision, she begged him and he chose his wife. He said he would always be there, that he would always show up. He didn't. Communication problems? He has those too. He didn't tell Meredith about the Chief race did he. She told him she broke up with Finn, no reaction whatsoever. He threw it in her face that he had flirted with a girl at the bar. He told her she was the love of his life and turned around and kissed a nurse! He was supposed to wait, but apparantly that means 10 minutes. He showed her house plans meant for them, and then shows them to the plant. I mean seriously?! Are you freaking kidding me?! He has serious issues! He has to own up to the fact that he seriously screwed up. The reason why it didn't work out? He has a responsibility and if he doesn't take it I don't see how he and Meredith can have a functional relationship. I'm not saying he should grovel, although that would be my first choice scenario, I'm saying that he and Meredith sit down and discuss what happened so history doesn't repeat itself.
He was supposed to be her knight in shining whatever. He was supposed to be it. No more tequila and one night stands. He was the one who started the wrecking ball and he should own up to it. He failed her. Meredith doesn't have the healthiest way to deal with problems, but can you really blame her after all he put her through? She had to see her "McDreamy" (and I'm using that term loosely) with his wife everyday.
Make him earn his name back because he definately doesn't deserve it know.

Okay, I'm rambling. Sorry. I just, I'm just really disappointed that Meredith is the bad guy when Derek has just as much, if not more, to do with it. He needs to do some soul searching himself. I would love to see MerDer, but only if he shapes up. Either that or write up a fantastic guy for Meredith. She's suffered enough, don't you think?

Cheers!

[Jen]

Are Derek and the "Doe eyed scrub nurse" really all that involved? I didn't see any interaction/connection between them. And he basically ignored her in the elevator scene. Just wondering.

[CHTMGA75]

I don't want Callie to speak anything except "Mark Sloan". I don't Like Hahn. Cristina needs to chill. She is so needy right now. I felt sorry for Izzie for most of the episode, but then she became herself again. Addison rocks. My favorite moment of the show: "I bet you wish you'd taken the stairs right about now".

[Babs]

Stacey,

Nice job. This is one of the best yet this season of half seasons. I believe my favorite of the whole episode was Derek in the elevator with Addison, Meredith, and Rose. And then Sloan getting on at the next stop. How wonderful was that? It pulls all of the season together for him. I just loved it.
An Addison, she is great. Like you said walking back into SGH like nothing has changed, and so much has.
I truly loved this episode and can't wait until next week again.
Thanks for a great show.

[Beachfan]

I too agree - it was great having Addison back!! Can't believe how much I have missed her weaving in and out of each of their lives. No one, but her for sure, could have brought out all the reveals of last night's show. Great episode - so happy to have the real Grey's back!!!! Thanks so much.

[Danielle]

The old Grey's is back! The one that kept me glued to my TV and longing for nezt week's episode. The last two have been funny, emotional and suspensful. I am so glad to see the direction Mer & Der are going. I was never a big Addison fan but having her back was great. I think she should come back permanently. Great episode!

[Cindy]

This blog was as good as last night's episode. Rock on!

[Tricia]

You guys NAILED the dialog tonight. As a mom who knew I was having a child with a heart defect, I said those words "I just wish I could keep her inside me to protect her". I was watching the show last night and SOBBED because you just NAILED what it feels be carrying a baby inside you that they don't know if it's going to live or die.

[Martha from atlanta]

AMAZING. There are hardly words to describe the shock and wow. Me and my friends have been debating about Erica's sexuality since she turned down Sloan (who could?!)....as a joke. But, seriously? Lesbian? SERIOUSLY?! Never saw it coming. This writing could not be any better.
Addison was always a fav and it was great having her back. I hope this is not the last time we see her!
Amazing, truly amazing.

[HELEN]

comment virgin!!! Woot woot.
I LOVED this episode...Mer/Der forever!

Three words: Derek Christopher Shepherd. OMG! I have spent countless nights thinking up a middle name for Derek. I don't know why, but I never tried to think up a middle name for anyone else...just Derek. Christopher never actually crossed my mind, but I had chosen William.

PS. i love meredith's therapy, SHOW US MORE!

[Rachel in NY]

This was by far the best episode in a REALLY, REALLY, REALLY long time. There were almost no false notes- even some of the more annoying aspects were seemingly tempered by a quick re-direct. It seemed like the characters of S1 were back, and I have missed them!!! And I have to admit- having Addison around definitely made a difference. I think I know where things are headed with Hahn and Yang, but I sure would like to see something happen b/w Izzie and George- it just feels like there needs to be SOMEthing b/w them- I miss them! I like Meredith and Derek the way they are- they're actually being human and Meredith is actually acting like a grown-up. Sloan is good for eye candy (tho not my type) and quick one-liners. At this point, my favorites are Karev, Bailey and Addison. But by far the best line of the night was Yangs' "Girl Talk" and the quick response to Callie about her and Meredith's history with men. Priceless!

[Rachel in NY]

This was by far the best episode in a REALLY, REALLY, REALLY long time. There were almost no false notes- even some of the more annoying aspects were seemingly tempered by a quick re-direct. It seemed like the characters of S1 were back, and I have missed them!!! And I have to admit- having Addison around definitely made a difference. I think I know where things are headed with Hahn and Yang, but I sure would like to see something happen b/w Izzie and George- it just feels like there needs to be SOMEthing b/w them- I miss them! I like Meredith and Derek the way they are- they're actually being human and Meredith is actually acting like a grown-up. Sloan is good for eye candy (tho not my type) and quick one-liners. At this point, my favorites are Karev, Bailey and Addison. But by far the best line of the night was Yangs' "Girl Talk" and the quick response to Callie about her and Meredith's history with men. Priceless!

[Julie]

I thought you did an excellent job with the episode! I enjoyed the return of Addison but I'm glad she's leaving because really they've all moved on and bringing her back would be weird.

I enjoy Mere and Der calling each other Dr. Grey and Dr. Shepherd. I enjoy seeing Izzie lose it only to find it again. I liked hearing Hahn say Christina is like her (aren't we always toughest on someone we think is like us).

And Alex...what do we know about him really? Nothing. I'm anxious to learn more about why he is the way he is. And I think it's only going to be devasting for him when Ava/Rebecca isn't really pregnant. And Ava/Rebecca has become a bit stalkerish.

[Jen]

PLEASE BRING HER BACK!!!

Addison, that is. Last night's epi was awesome! Especially b/c she was back. It was like the old Grey's. She is so unique and plays her role SO WELL.

Her character is SO MUCH BETTER AT SGH! I've been a faithful viewer of PP and still can't get into it and don't really miss it... no offense! I just love her at SGH!

PLEASE... bring her back. Get her out of LA!

Thanks and keep up the great work!

[NaysWay]

Awesome, awesome, AWE-SOME episode. Love when Grey's is funny. And seeing Addison made me yearn for a Private Practice episode. I plan to use "coded" in my vocabulary. And you SO called that scene with Alex. That's exactly how I felt - creepy and disgusted. And I LIKED Ava Rebecca. Dangit! Now I SO want Izzie to crack her head open. UGH! When is the healer woman coming back? I hope she does. She really got through to Alex.

[Juliana..........]

Love Callie!......Love Callie and Mark.

[Marcie]

So glad the strike is over..Keep it coming...!!!!

[Lieke]

Brilliant episode! One of the best this season :)

thanks for putting the horror that was season 3 behing and for going back to season 1 sweetnesss

Awesome episode; I especially loved the elevator scene at the end! On a side note though, the "skin flap" that Sloan grew; people may think that doctors can actually do that from fetal cells.....

[Louis]

I LOVE Addison! Thank you for another AMAZING Grey's!

[Andrea]

Loved the episode and I too love everything about Addison! She made this episode! You need to bring her back at least a few times a season for us adoring fans!!!

[iheartgreys]

I LOVED this episode!! Grey's is back in all it's glory!!! It's back It's back It's back!! I loved Addison...too bad she can't stay (I love Private Practice!) Mer and Der are on their way to love and happy ever after....I know it!! I think Alex is going to get really mad at Ava when he finds out the pregnancy isn't real...do you think she knows she isn't pregnant and is just doing it to get his attention or does she really think she is pregnant? I couldn't really tell cause she does tell Izzie she is 5 weeks along. So glad Callie & Mark hooked up..and what was that face Erica had when she saw them leaving together?!?! Crazy!!! Poor Izzie & Christina, I hope that things start looking better for their characters!! George is awesome!!! I love this show and am so glad it's back to itself!!! Funny & Dramatic all at the same time!

[Stephanie]

Okay, the elevator scene was CLASSIC!! I laughed sooooooooooooooo hard!!!!!!

[Dee]

WooHoo! I've been waiting 3 seasons for Alex to have a storyline where he gets to explore some of his dark-and-twisty perceptions. There could be quite a few diamonds hidden in that mine. I am looking forward to seeing what he discovers about himself and how he deals with it. Great episode!

[londonbaby]

Loved having Addison back! I didn't realize how much I missed her in the halls of Seattle Grace.

Also: keep the George and Izzie interactions coming. I was never opposed to the hated "Gizzie" (only the name, ugh), and even if you choose to not reunite them romantically, I plead with you to keep their friendship intact. It's one of the best friendships on the show, and I love it.

[Meggel]

Grey's is back and I'm oh so VERY Happy. Mer/Der are ment to be for Life!!

[:) KELLI]

I LOVE that Grey's is back. And I love that it seems to be less of a soap opera and more of the stuff that we have grown to love and miss terrible for the past year or so.

Great episode. Not looking forward to Callie and Sloan fooling around again but loving the natural UNSEXUAL chemistry between George and Lexie. I hated Lexie untill she became friends with George.

And Alex, his face... to be an actor using your whole face to express emotion without words must be hard enough but the fact that these guys (all of them regularly but Alex last night in particular) can say soooo much with not only not a word but a scrub mask covering 85% of their faces as well. His eyes said it all.

GREAT WORK!!!

[Debbie from Seattle]

Please, please, please, PLEASE bring back Burke.

Seeing Addison back at SGH last night was great, but it made me miss Burke even more. Nothing has been the same without these two characters.

And Cristina is boring without Burke. She's lost her edge.

Bring. Back. Burke. Please.

[Sander]

Awsome episode it was, yes. I especially liked the Izzie-George relations part and Izzie finding herself but everything else was exellent as well. You're doing a good job. Can't wait for another week.

[Kelly]

Thank you for last night's episode. It is the first one in a looooong time that felt like they GA of old to me - the one that made me want to come back for more and not just set my DVR in case I had time to watch it later!

I love that Izzie has turned a corner and will become the woman I loved. I'm glad to see George finally getting into his groove, and reminding Izzie that hey are in different places now. I like Addison's return, and how her take on SGH puts things into perspective for the characters. I love the whole Callie/Hahn/McSteamy love triangle. What a tangled web that should prove to be! Poor Cristina - I feel as confused as she does about Hahn's treatment of her. I cried for Bailey, her turmoil and the cracks in her armor. I cheered for Derek and Meredith's clinical trial and was genuinely happy that they are working together again - even if not (yet?) as a couple. Chief watching over all his docs and tending to them really made me love him even more. And Alex - my favorite character on GA. After his speech last week... to see him clear this hurdle and reach out, literally, to another human being made me want to reach through my tv screen and hug him, knowing that he's reaching for something that isn't real. Ouch...

[Andrea]

Thank you
I love your show and the writing is great.

I love how its going back to what it was in season 1 and 2. fast and all around the heart of the show Meredith Grey ofcourse.

I think she should get the most screen time even if you have a cast of 11. she is the reason most fans got hooked.

Kudos to Ellen Pompeo for doing an amazing job.

Last nights epi was very nice. i loved the fast pace and all. I love that I didn't have to see Rose much as well. I wish to see more of Meredith's therapy though. I feel it would a good journey if we went along with her and how talks about her issues.

thank you. love the show. you guys are great.

[Victoria]

Thank goodness for Addie. She told the truth that no one wanted to hear. Glad she was back.

About that Erica Hahn, I am not sure. Just because Cristina is so much liked her when she was younger, she shouldn't keep dismissing her. Erica needs to come out of her closet, soon.

It was a good episode. I cannot wait to see what happens to MerDer next week!

[loveforkeeps]

Thanks for the show. Love the Mer/Der relationship growing in a heathler way. Clincical trials do help us discover new cures. Without them we would not have open heart surgery. Which save my mother.

[loveforkeeps]

Thanks for the show. Love the Mer/Der relationship growing in a heathler way. Clincical trials do help us discover new cures. Without them we would not have open heart surgery. Which save my mother.

[jenlovesgrey's]

It was awesome. I loved the episode. I was cracking up at "ya coded" through the whole thing and I loved the twist of Ava/Rebecca being NOT pregnant. I miss Addison so very much, not in a vagina monologues way, but I really miss her at SGH. I loved Rose's line in the OR about "5 dates, lots of tongue, heavy petting." HILARIOUS.

GREY'S IS BAAAAACK!!!!!

[2xaround]

Loved it! Rebecca now creeps me out and I wish Addison was back for good! Callie and Erica!! Go girls!

[jamal]

Great episode. thank you for such great writing.
I love watching Meredith in therapy. I wish we could go with her on this journey.
and I wish we could see more of her since shes Meredith Grey. I love her interactions with Cristina. and their happy upbeat general mood is brilliant.
the trial for Mer and Der to get back together is great. I love we are not seeing much of Rose. its better.

Ellen Pompeo is great. she's amazing. I wish she gets some material like the one with her mother on her lucid day. she is truly a pleasure to watch. Sandra Oh and Ellen act really good together. I like their scenes.

[Ellen]

Great episode. Alex is gonna make me cry. Izzie needs to find something to do - like really find something to do. The vagina monologues - too funny - I really didn't see their friendship going that way, and I still don't - I want them to be friends...only friends
Otherwise, great episode - I love Addison too. She was great in this eposide too. She has to come back and visit again

[Grey's Fan]

I really enjoyed last night's episode. I feel like you made Izzie a likeable character, where so many have been assassinating her, and I loved that she and George had a normal conversation at the end. I love them together. I love Lexie, and her being friends with George. I loved watching Meredith and Derek work together, and Addison thinking nothing has changed which obviously isn't true.

One thing I do not like is this gearing up for Callie speaking the vagina monologues. I have no problem with gay/lesbian relationships and would love to see it on Grey's, but I'd like it to be a little more organic instead of completely negating a character's back story. I WAS enjoying Callie/Erica as female friends acting like adults instead of all the junior high competition between the other women on the show (competing for men, competing for surgeries, etc. it gets old) ~ even Mer/Cristina don't act like adult women. I hate that every solid friendship on this show has to turn into sex - even the friendships with the same gender. Mark/Callie are hot, but Callie/Erica? FRIENDS. What's next, Mark and Derek hooking up because of their "chemistry" and close friendship??

[Leslie]

All I have to say is BRING ADDISON BACK! this episode rocked and I fully believe it was because she was back amongst the cast. she can do two shows, right? If not, ditch private practice please!

[Diana C]

I Enjoyed the episode. It seems as a big reveal episode. Hahn is so gay is not even funny. It was so obvious that you guys were going to go there with her. The character was just hanging around and waiting for something. I still don't like her.

Thanks for including the HIV fact in your show. It is sad that a well-known development like that is not known even to a woman living with HIV.
I loved EP in the scene with Mer and the Therapist. My God Ellen is the cutest 38 year old ever. Babies Cubs and Puppies have nothing over her.

[Kdjccr]

That was the best episode of the year. Seriously.

[Tina]

I loved this epi. but I have to say I liked last weeks epi better because it was a bit more focused, now maybe because Addi was here and we had to go around her seeing everyone. but I think to concentrate more on Meredith and then a little on the rest is much better. generally I loved how smart and funny it was.

I love Ellen and Patrick together. they shine. but mostly i love strong successful Meredith, she rocks!
Ellen is great.

thank you.

[Meloxi]

Amaaaaaaaazing!!! But the Callie/Erica was a bit too obvious. Shake that up please! And keep up the great work. Yay, Grey's is ON!!!!!

[DA]

TOTALLY called it about Hahn and the vagina monologues....and when Callie went to "dirty" dance with Sloan...was she trying to convinvce herself, or Erica that she is really *that* into men??? Hmmm.......

[Elizabeth]

Thank you for finally getting Grey's back to where it should be. It was the first episode in a LONG LONG time that I giggled through as well as made me think, made me cry a little, etc. For too long we've been subjected to "event" television and the Grey's that I love (its quirky, intimate relationships) was lost. My husband had even commented that he used to hear me chuckle through every episode (I've been a loyal fan from the very beginning) but for the whole last season I've just sat glumly watching the show. So thank you for finally getting everything back on track with this episode.

[Shushmita]

Hm.
I don't quite know how to react to this episode...I mean, it was good, especially seeing Addison back at SGH, but it felt a little...i don't know, incomplete?
I feel so bad for Cristina right now. I really do, I wish Hahn would just GIVE her the praise once in a while. Her face when Hahn praised Alex!
Keep it up. I'm waiting to see how this whole Callie&Erica and MerDer thing pans out.

[Lance]

Love Ellen Pompeo
Love Meredith Grey
great epi loved it.

[mandy]

I know that kiss is going to be Callie and Hahn. She is obviously a hitting for the same team and way into Callie. Who would turn down McSteamy? I like that we dont really get to see Rose in the episodes. We dont want to like her. We want MER/DER back together!!! I cannot wait

[Janice in Crystal Lake]

SO GLAD to have you back!
Please, no Gizzie ever, ever again! Their chemistry is as best friends, not lovers.
And kudos for getting Meredith back to real professional doctoring and away from all the "poor, dark, twisty me" crap. She and Derek stand a real chance once she can get herself to a strong, confident place.
AND FINALLY, we're on the path to figuring out Alex, whom I've always thought had something real and true about him that needed to get out.

[anne]

hey, I liked this blog entry but the episode was weirdly off--all I can seem to remember about it was tumor man fake laughing through the epi. this is one where I would rather have read the blog entry about the episode then watch it.

looking back, I think the dialogue was written for all the wrong parts of each story, it was a bit jarring to watch..

[Jill S.]

First, I have to get off my chest that I abhor the character of Rebecca, and I can't wait to see/hope that Alex goes all ballistic on her. Yes, I get she's in a loveless marriage from her end, but she's abandoned a child, again, to make up one she's pregnant with for Alex. I can't wait until she's off Grey's. I thought we were over this whole doctor/patient involvement with Izzie and Denny, and we saw how that turned out. It's just not good.

I really wish Addison had gone more ballistic on Derek. He also needs to be seeing a therapist. Ending up in the elevator with Meredith, Addison and boring, bland Rose is telling right there. Thank God Mark showed up to point out, underhandedly, the whole messiness of the situation.

Please, please don't put Hahn and Callie together. Love Callie and Mark together.

I love George and Lexie's interactions. It just offsets the awkwardness of Izzie and George and thank God that's over. It's now back to the sister and brother relationship that should have never been messed with in the first place.

I did love the educational piece about HIV pregnant women and there being less than 2% chance of passing on HIV to the unborn baby. Glowing praise to Grey's for that one, and letting people know of that hope in this world.

Please keep Meredith a strong, independent woman and not all googly-eyed over Derek leading up to their eventual reunion. It's beneath her, and she needs to let him know exactly all what he has done to her. She knows she's dark and twisty and awkward and freaky and what her issues are, but apparently, he's all clueless; he's not the perfect guy and does not deserve her back unless he takes responsibility for his actions, Rose and all.

[jog1982]

This episode has been one of the best of the season so far and it is probably largely due to the presence of Addison. Someting was missing and Erica and Lexie (both annoying and boring characters) didn't fill the void. Some really great scene between our residents (plus intern) shows exacly what is wrong about grey's anatomy. It's lacking the conection and the closeness that these characters used to have. Instead it looked as if some new and silly relationships have been created to make up for that and it just doesn't work: Callie & Christina, Callie & Erica, George & Lexie... and let's not talk about Sloane: no depth no interest... This episode is promising and hopefully grey that we loved will be back!

[Natalie]

I loved this episode. I love Addison she is amazing and add's such a fresh breath of air! I love that she hugs now. Amazing job writers and thank you for finally coming back we missed you!!!

[Rocklee]

GREAT EPISODE!!!!!!!!!!!

I am glad you explained the whole situation with alex cause i was beginning to get really tired of his whole "I have had a hard life so excuse me for being an a**" attitude. I mean life is about hard knocks and how many times you can get up and get over it...sometimes he just seems incredibly selfish...but all in all..SHAME ON AVA FOR LYING AND GETTING HIS HOPES UP!!!!!...I mean there is one good thing that I can say about alex..he's honest and ava just can't seem to take the hint...she's like a dog that like's to get kick and keeps coming back for more...she has a husband and a child and yet she is risking everything for a man who has clearly stated he doesn't want to be with her... she needs to get a life

also I don't know if you guys did it on purpose but it seems that your trying to make izzy the new addison with all the pregnancy cases and then showing her right after addison told the cheif that he needed to fill her postion ;)...very slick

one complaint can you please just allow merideth to move one with some other guy justfor a few episodes so that dereck can run after her for a change? soooooooooooo tired of everyone thinking he's such a catch when he's six feet under...

p.s I will start using that phrase "ya coded" as often as I can...ow lame am I.....

[Kara]

I'm loving what you're doing with Grey's. But please continue to give us Derek & Meredith (together) screen time. Watching them on screen gives me that little tingle and a smile on my face... and really, that's why I love and watch Grey's.

[Gudgrl]

All I can say (or blog, that is) is that...

YAY! Grey's Anatomy is back and better than ever...keep up the awesomeness that is the writers (along with great actors!)

[Erin B.]

Thanks for another great episode! I really loved the camaraderie between the interns, because it was so real. Also very excited to learn more about Alex, see the Erica/Callie dynamic, and a healing Meredith. Every character has been so great in the past two episodes-hope to see more of the same!

[Chloe Q]

Dear Stacy,
Forgive me if this is a duplicate comment, as I think I may have erased my first one but I'm not sure.

First of all, thank you so much for a really lovely episode. It was subtle, funny, and touching - classic Grey's at its best! So many great moments - the interns having lunch, Cristina trying to "talk girl," and Meredith's line about people not thinking she and Cristina are a couple because "...we screw boys like whores on tequila!" That one is a keeper.

I loved Addison's talk with Derek, and Derek confessing that he's worried because Meredith "expects greatness" from him. I think we all know he wasn't talking only about the clinical trial. But, Stacy, seriously - Derek is "pining" for Rose? I don't think so. It's pretty obvious he's still in love with Meredith but trying hard to pretend he's not.

Anyway, I loved Meredith's little vent to Dr. Wyatt about not being a hopeful person - because I think that one of the things that makes her lovable is that she is a hopeful person, deep down, despite all of the crappy things that have happened to her. So when she told Derek at the end of the episode that he was right, she did get her hopes up, it was very sweet. And the thumb sex? No words for how great that was.

The one thing that irked me just a bit was Addison's speech to Meredith. Excuse me? Meredith is "letting Derek get away?" Derek is the one that walked away from Meredith (again). Derek is the one that needs to be brave. Meredith has already put herself out there, more than once. Do you remember the "I'm scared as hell to want you, but here I am wanting you anyway" speech? Please, for the love of god and women everywhere, don't make this reunion all about Meredith "fighting" for her man. I have a feeling you all are too smart for that, but I'm just putting that out there to make sure. Because Dr. Shepherd needs to man up, here. Meredith is not the only one with issues.

Anyway, thanks for a gorgeous episode. You guys rock, and I can't wait to see what you'll come up with next week!

I loved snarky Addison asking who was the unlucky McRebound girl. Hated Rose saying 6 dates, heavy petting, lots of tongue, good guy.

I had to read it on the blog about Ava not being pregnant. I thought that was Izzie's other patient, the one with HIV.

[Anna]

I absolutely Loved IT!! I have watched Grey's religiously since episode 1 and still cant get enough. Tonights episode was great, I hope MerDer figure it all out

[Jaxie]

I love addison and miss her on the show, she opened up alot of answers to alot of questions. overall i loved this episode, seemed to be a turning point for many. I cant wait for next week!!

[Holly]

Great episode! Loved it! The elevator scene with Derek and his love life? Classic. I'm just waiting for the Mer/Der chemistry and it's a comin...I can tell. I still hate Rose. She's just a nightmare.

Not sure where you are going with Callie and Hahn, but I'll go with it.

I love Alex and how he finally is able to let himself feel. But...I don't want him to retreat back again and if Ava isn't preggo, then she's some sort of psycho...OR A MAN????!!!

I loved Izzie and George- he needs to have other friends, but I do like how Izzie has some confidence back...thank You Dr. Montgomery.

I miss Addie and I wish she'd have more cameo apprearances- Bailey needs her and maybe so does Alex!

Keep up the good work!!!

[Groucho]

Loved the show this week--it is great when all the different story lines come together so masterfully and subtly, advancing the story line and showing us something about ourselves all at the same time. And thanks for letting us know that Ava isn't pregnant--you're right, that would have been a cheap trick to keep it from us. Nice to see Addison, too. :-)

[AngieLam]

After reading your blog, I have to say I am annoyed at this whole prenancy thing. I don't think it was necessary. And just becuase we know the results, doesn't mean it's not a stunt. I have a boat load of questions now, that I son't think will be answered, based on where this storyline is headed. Like, Is Ava being deceitful on purpose? Or does she really think she's pregnant? What about her other kid? You know, the one she has with her husband...? I am thrilled that we are going to be learning more about Alex, because I think that Justin is an amazing actor and has been sadly underutilized. But I think there's been enough ground work layed that we didn't need this Ava "fake" pregnancy story to really roll it out. I will wait to see how this unfolds, but for now, I am unsatisifed...

On another note: Right now you’re feeling all your feelings out in the open. Do me a favor and stuff them back in. Greatest line ever uttered on TV. EVER.

[GIana]

Wow I didn't think I was going to say that but I loved last night episode! Everything. Well, not so much the Ava twist, but it's ok, I can get along...Alex might not be my favorite intern, but I think he's what he is and he's very nicely portrayed - only good actors can play like that.

Long story short, I will always be a diehard George and Izzie fan. And much to my surprise, they way you seem to handle this is so much better than I've seen other shows handling their shipper's wars. I think Izzie and George and just doing what a real-world "couple" would do in their situation. They are naturally growing apart, just to learn that they actually can't. If I get little scenes and reminders like that, I'm so ready to wait to their time to come, later...THANK YOU! You showed respect and you handled this with a delicate hand. The last George-Izzie scene was BEAUTIFUL. I don't think Izzie will go back to Alex, but even if she does...she'll soon realize it's a mistake. Not worried about that.

Keep up the great work!

Excellent episode. Stacy, I knew this was your writing even before I saw your blog. Funny, great one-liners, good medical stories. And I loved, LOVED Addison. Elevator scene was pure brillance with Derek/Mark and the ladies. Superb job!!!!

[shanna]

Great episode. Izzie may not be finding her stride but the writers really are. I don't know if it's the strike or what but this season has really been saved for me in these last two episodes. Thank you.

I loved having Addison back and realizing how much she'd missed. I feel bad for Hahn and Callie cause they have a great friendship and I don't want it to be ruined. Callie needs a girl-friend.

And I love the clinical trials. Although I don't want everyone dying. :)

[Holly]

Great episode. Thank you for not shoving Rose down our throats.

I don't think Meredith gets enough credit. Adie should have given Derek a kick in the butt for running away from his true love and rebounding with a wide-eyed nurse. I don't understand why everyone fails to see Derek's shortcomings and how he has aided in Mer's dark and twistiness.

They need to get back together, they belog together, but it shouldn't be all on Meredith's shoulders.

[Katie]

Awesome episode! I came home needing not to think about my day and as usual Grey's did exactly that. I loved how Addison was so wise is this episode yet still quirky and a tad awkward just like always. She changed just a little which was perfect for this episode in particular. I always loved the Alex and Ava/Rebecca relationship. They frequently created some pretty disastorous results for themselves but this one is all Ava. I had great fun yelling "You liar!" at the TV as the episode closed. My family probably felt like I had lost my marbles but who cares. :) Great episode and great job! I can't wait till next week! However I am disappointed that this season won't have the usual # of episodes but I suppose the usual TV schedule must be mostly kept up.

[Dávid]

After the last episode this one was over the top, again. Thanks.

[Shadester]

Am I the only one that does not like ava or whatever her name is? never did. get rid of her. I am glad you explained that she isnt pregnant i thought they were talking about the HIV lady and i didnt understand. Loved addison is this. Why cant she be like this on private practice? you make her dumber, immature and silly on that show. I like all the other charachters though. I really wanted the tumor guy to live, so sad. Like seeing george happy again. I like his and lexie's relationship. I dont like Rose, get rid of her. The guest stars are better than her. I dont think Callie likes Hahn although she did protest too much. I think Hahn likes Christina and thats why she is afraid to get too close. Its the only thing that makes sense. And why does Christina care so much?

What is up with Derek and Meredith shaking hands? Anything to have a little physical contact? I think Derek held her hand a little too long and rubbed it. Yeah,Rose has got to go.

George appears to be growing up a little. I guess its Alex's turn to get kicked around.

When Hahn called Cristina out for sleeping with her bosses, Cristina said she was attracted to top talent earlier in the year. I think they will be the next couple.

[Valerie]

Did anyone catch what happens with Burke on the preview?? I miss his character so much, but it looks to me like they kill him. I dunno, help me out.

[jenlovesgreys]

I might have two posts 'cause I don't see my first one.

LOVED IT.

Laughed out loud a bunch of times, mostly at "No, 'cause we screw boys like whores on tequila" "or else try to marry them or drown ourselves." Classic.

Great job, so glad Grey's is back, and thanks for the Addison fix. I want her back on for real!!!!

[Citizen's for Christina Yang]

Great episode!! I loved Christina trying to talk, "girl." Classic. However, I do take issue with Christina's growth this season. There hasn't been much. She got to a place where she could admit that she missed Burke, and she's been begging Hahn to teach her all season, but that's it. We've seen just about all of the other characters grow and watched their plot lines move, but not hers. What up with that?

[Humphries]

I don't watch Grey's for any of the love stories. I watch it for the weekly train wreck factor and because so many of the actors and actresses are very good.

McCallie & McHahn? Their friendship blossomed too quickly without any explanation. The writers got a little sloppy with that.

McYang wants McHahn's tutelage. McHahn wants McCallie's intimacy. McYang has leverage over McCallie. McCallie doesn't want to have to look for some place else to live.

McCallie has never thought about the other side. "I like penises!" She does. "You two aren't a couple, are you?" And the advert at the end for next week's show? She likes 'em. She might try once, but only in despair that is partly driven by McYang. I hope she doesn't because that would be almost pandering on the part of the writers. And a cheap way out. You could get as much out of McCallie's aversion and the awkwardness it would create. Everyone would have a chance to snicker and snide. (Snide is now a noun.)

I suspect McHahn never had a chance to "sleep her way" to success and resents McYang's success which she perceives to be based on something in addition to talent. McHahn has probably been left out of a lot of things because of her sexual preferences.

Will McYang's leverage make McCallie climb that fence? It would be far more realistic (I know, that's irrelevant to GA) for McYang to have to learn how to deal with McHahn than it would be for McCallie to test other waters. But, McCallie did say "yes, I believe in real love." Or was it "true love?" Her relationships with McSloan and McGeorge failed, so maybe... I think her crossing the fence threatens my masculinity.

McKorev? Please. Will you get on with it. I know his background. I've been there.

[a big callie fan]

it's been a while since i last commented on an episode, but i couldn't pass this one up! i'm so glad that addison was back for this episode cause i love her. it was great to get my addison fix while "private practice" is in its off-season.

i'm really enjoying the direction the show is going in now...for a while there, i wasn't as impressed with some of the character lines but it seems like things are getting back on track.

and now...about the callie/hahn "vagina monologues" thing: awesomely hilarious and great! let's face it...callie is so bisexy it's not even funny. ("bisexy": guys think she's hot/girls think she's hot. feel free to use that in an episode lol!) i think i'll be happy with anyway you writers try to spin this situation!

anyway, i loved this one! i'm so glad you guys are back and keep up the good work!

I was disappointed in the elevator scene. That had so much potential. Mark saved it with his expression!

Poor Mark. Callie is just using him to make a point to Erica.

All our favorite interns(the original ones) are moving forward. A little fearful for Alex though.

Your blindness for Derek is showing again. Addison wants to kick Meredith's ass, but Derek gets a pass from her. She let him steer their conversation to the clinical trial.

[Karen]

Please go and watch the first 2 seasons, you know, when this show was good.. and then, do whatever it was you guys were doing then. Because this...sucks.

[Krista]

Loved it!! Best episode of season 4. No surprise in that since Addison was back. Oh, how I have missed her!

Loved Alex, Mark, Cristina! Please give them lots more screen time, PLEASE!

Didn't care for Callie/Hahn at all. Callie's reaction to Addison asking about the relationship was just strange. Maybe its just that I feel nothing for Hahn at all, but I don't care for the idea of a pairing for her with anyone (not Callie, not Mark, anyone).

Meredith/Derek - don't care. If you wanted to calm the crazed Mer/Der shippers and let them know again that Derek/Rose still haven't had sex I wish you could have done it better. That line from Rose was ridiculous. No nurse would EVER talk like that in front of a surgical team. NEVER.

Hoping next week is as good but without Addison not sure that's possible. Thanks for bringing her back and for the fantastic episode!

[Nevergotit]

What does "ya coded" mean?

[Can we?]

Send Meredith somewhere and bring Addison back instead?

[Rhonda]

I told my son, Hahn is gay when she first appeared on the show and he told me I was crazy because she says she dates men. I didn't believe her.

Now here's my next prediction: the big kiss at the end is going to be Hahn and Callie OR, I bet on an even bigger plot twist: Hahn and Christina.

Remember, you heard it here first.

[Jennillee]

The elevator scene in the end was HILARIOUS! I loved this episode...Ava is a stalker, she scares me, I can't wait to find out why she lied to Alex like that...Grey's is getting sooooooooooo good!

[Jennillee]

Addison was a breath a fresh air, I wish she could stay but I love Private Practice too.

[lilkatie79]

Great job all the way around! Go Stacy!

[Liz]

Hate, hate, hate that Erica is gay. Why can't that character be het? Why does a woman like that have to be gay? Every straight woman like Erica just felt let down. Again.

And felt like there's something wrong with them, because on television, woman like that are always gay.

[Kat]

Amazing episode! I love the Mer/Der scenes as always. They have such great chemistry....it's undeniable. There hand shaking (holding) scene put a smile on my face that wouldn't go away!

Rose needs to just drop off my screen now, her comment to Addison was totally inappropriate and Addison should have knocked her out.

Back to the good old Greys and I for one am THRILLED!! Keep up the good work.

[Kate]

When Hahn came on the show wasn't one of the first things that she said to Cristina dig about C always going for her teachers and how it was too bad for C that Hahn was into men? I'm all for a gay character, I just find it annoying and kinda cheap writing when a straight character is all of a sudden gay. Can't we introduce a new character for that who hasn't come out said they were straight? I was really hoping Callie and Sloan would be a grown-up couple. He needs a storyline that gives him more than mimbo depth. I also want more Alex development, some family storylines maybe.

[dixiefrog]

"I bet you wish you took the stairs...."

Priceless!!

This episode ROCKED!!!!!!!!

[Brigid]

Awesome tgrye's show last night..relaly had me on my toes. I thik this episode really brought back some heart..no pun intended..to grey's long departure form primtime. And having addision come back was the cherry on the top. She really is the glue for the show. Albeit a short "glue" but it was nice to see her back for a visit to "whip" everyone;s butt in to gear...

Excellent writing and kuddos to you guys on a fabulous episode...
Cant wait for next week..
will stay tune until then..
P.S excellent PSA on Hiv and pregnancy..never knew that.. :D

Loved the episode.

As for Rose's comments - come on, no professional woman in her